| It's been a really long time since I've updated on here...and so many things have happened in my life. I got back from my study abroad in Roma, worked two jobs over the summer (my usual since I'm a poor college student), and had a few mental breakdowns. The usual [for real]. Now, I've started my final year of school [it seems so surreal to say that] and I am trying to figure out what the hell I want to do with the rest of my life. Professionally, I'm very interested in the abandoned landscape like vacant lots in cities [which my studio is concentrating on] and forgotten rural areas...but that probably won't translate into a job, but it's nice that I'm actually learning about something that I am interested in. Personally, I've come to the realization that I'm ready to emotionally settle down. I don't care if my boyfriend proposes to me, but I just want him to commit himself to my by showing some type of step forward. Hell, for all I care, he could just text me on a daily basis to see how I'm doing...but, *sigh*, that hasn't happened yet. So, I'm super tired and doubt anyone will read this, but that's my update. I got to get up early to do work for my classes, so hopefully I can do that still...or [probably] sleep in. Haha. |
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| I feel adamantly that at a certain point in any relationship "my" problem/issue/mental breakdown should become "our" problem/issue/mental breakdown. I feel like Scott and I are at the point in our relationship (especially since we've been dating for five years). It especially sucks right now because he is insisting that he has some issues that he needs to work out and I shouldn't be concerned...even though I'm in an entirely different country some 4,000 miles away from him. So, needless to say, I'm freaking out a little bit.
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| I learned today in fencing that female fencers get to wear extra padding under their jackets to protect their boobs.
SAVE THE BOOBS. |
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| My worst fears are coming true about this year.
...and I am constantly alone. |
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